The Comprehensive Care Team

The Art of Living at the Beginning of the End of Life

Disease and It's Impact

"I wish I knew how to ask for help, but I played the role still of being happy and nothing mattered and don't anybody worry about me, I am fine."

This image was drawn by a 63 year old woman with severe lung disease-- the unfortunate consequence of many years of cigarette smoking. She described the image as a picture of her lungs, surrounded by the word "ow" to signify the pain she experiences. She described sorrow and anger and said, "when the illness hit, everything got dark."
 

"I get lost by the appointment desk because I am in a wheelchair and they literally do not look up to see me."

This image is how this patient feels the world see her. She seems outgoing--but she really likes to be alone. “Sometimes I shut people out of my life, just giving them little glimpses and then I get depressed." Collage-making was a new and exciting form of art expression for this woman coping with chronic lung disease.

"Some things came out in our discussions that needed to be said and talked about and this was a first for me to put my fears into words. It is hard to talk about death concerns but important."

This image shares the feelings of what it is like to have radiation everyday for many weeks -- lying there - just thinking and praying. "I prayed a lot just to get through it." the 53 year old breast cancer patient said as she described her drawing.

"When asked by friends why she was taking MS Contin: 'Why do you take that shit?' So I can walk! I have to walk. If I don't, I lie in bed. If I lie in bed, I die."

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